Portal Zoom Call November 14th 2026

 AM. The heart. The center point, the NEUTRAL center point. Feel into those words. Feel into the meaning. Not positive or negative. Neutral. I AM everything that exists. Everything exists within your heart. I AM the glue and the embrace that binds it all together. The neutral center point, the heart. It has recently come to your attention that beings that were deemed divine and positive by you and others in the past also have shadow aspects to heal. And this has made you rethink the concept of heaven on earth, and that there might be a misinterpretation of this concept. That it may not be your ultimate goal to bring heaven to earth, but rather to bring heaven and earth together into oneness, into balance, into the I AM. Into the heart. Into compassion. Into the neutral center point. Many of you have been and are still thinking of the negative and the dark as something that you want to get rid of, while the light and the positive is something that you want to permanently stay in, but that is not the true path of ascension. That is not the true path of evolution. The negative and the positive, the light and the dark, the yin and the yang, the masculine and the feminine, the being and the doing. The purpose is balance. The purpose is the golden mean, the golden middle way. And the polarities are the experiences, the teachings, where you learn about all of oneness, where you learn about different aspects of oneness. It's an experience, a temporary experience, but you're not supposed to permanently stay within any of the polarities. The purpose was to stay there temporarily, to learn, to experience, and then return to balance. Return to the neutral center point. That is where I AM. Many of you are resisting any negative aspects, any negative experiences. You want to get away from them. You want to get rid of them, and you are resisting the negative, the things that you don't want in your life. And with resisting it, you're actually making the polarity, the negative, pull you even further in. You're giving away your power to this experience. Instead, you're supposed to allow it. To allow it, to trust it, to accept it, knowing that it's temporary. (Seek the deeper meaning and know you are the creator of your reality). Eventually you will return back to the neutral point.

 

The positive and the negative, the light and the dark, the masculine and the feminine, are all aspects of me. They're all polarities created within the I AM. (I picture a complete sphere with the neutral centerpoint in the middle, and the polarities surrounding it within the sphere. All of it is the I AM.) They all exist for a purpose. Do not resist this. Do not deny this. Allow yourself to allow and embrace all that is. Know that everything that exists has a purpose. If it didn't have a purpose, it wouldn't exist. And this is also true about the ego and the mind. Some people are talking about the death of the ego and overcoming the mind, as if they want to get rid of them. But know that they both serve a purpose. They were both created for a purpose, and the ego is not the opposite of the heart. The opposite of the ego is rather complete selflessness. The ego is serving your survival. The ego is serving yourself, your sense of self. The problem is when the ego or the mind is in the lead most of the time, which has been the case for most humans for eons. You don't want to get rid of and eradicate the mind or the ego, but when you fully return to the heart and let your heart lead, the mind and the ego will naturally come more to rest. They will naturally become calmer, but you will still need them, and they will still serve you as you are incarnated on this planet. So give them love, give love and compassion to your mind and the ego. Give them the love that they deserve. Just allow yourself to sink back down into your heart, and let the heart take the lead. The ego and the mind are not the enemy. But your life will be unbalanced if they are the dominant force. Returning to your heart means returning to balance. Leading with your heart means maintaining balance.

 

And speaking about the heart, you have recently learned that your heart contains four chambers: the divine chamber, the human chamber, the chamber of joy, and the chamber of sorrow. All four of them equally important. All four of them serving a purpose. And some of you are putting a higher emphasis on the divine chamber and the chamber of joy versus the human chamber and the chamber of sorrow. You're thinking that the divine chamber and the chamber of joy is more important than the chamber of sorrow and the human chamber, but they are all equally important, and they all bring balance into your existence. So the goal is to create balance within your heart. To be able to allow, accept, and appreciate all of the four chambers, including the chamber of sorrow. It’s not the purpose to fill up the three other chambers, and then let the remaining chamber of sorrow to be empty. That is not the purpose of leading with your heart, of leading a heart-centered life. A fully heart-centered life and leading with your heart means creating a balance and equilibrium between the divine and the human, and the joy and the sorrow, allowing them all to be as equal, allowing them all to be, to co-exist in your existence. (You want to lead with a whole heart, not just half your heart or ¾ of it.) Just as you want the polarities being present in your life to coexist, you want all the chambers of your heart to coexist. So the phrase in the heart protocol about clearing your chamber of sorrow every day, this can be misinterpreted into getting rid of and emptying everything that remains within the chamber of sorrow every single day, and this is actually not the purpose of leading a heart-centered life. The purpose is balance and harmony. The other way around you also don't want the chamber of sorrow to overflow into the other chambers. But if you resist what's inside the chamber of sorrow, this is actually what might happen. What you want to do is you want to allow, you want to allow and accept and embrace, and send love and compassion to everything that is within your chamber of sorrow, and also in your chamber of joy, in your divine chamber and human chamber. They are all equal. They are all worthy. None is better than the other. No one above the others. No one below the others. So don't stress about getting rid of all your negative emotions and thoughts on a daily basis. You don't want to resist them. The aim is not to get rid of them or to eradicate them. It's to allow them, accept them, love them, just as they are. (Integrate them into wholeness). The polarities, see them more as experiences, both the positive and the negative ones. They're experiences to learn from, to grow from, to enjoy, to appreciate. Don't resist them. That's when you get stuck into the polarities. (Soften and go with the flow). Allow them, both the positive and the negative. Allow, allow, allow.

 

And this will also be very important for all of you with disclosure. It is important not to only focus on the positive aspects of disclosure, but to also prepare yourself for the negative aspects of disclosure. There will be challenges. There will be turbulence, and know that disclosure will not be just roses and unicorns. However, there will be a purpose to everything that is happening. So I encourage you all to practice allowing what's happening in your lives now, allowing, accepting, loving, appreciating everything within your existence. Practicing this in your personal lives now will help you when disclosure comes, because there will be negative experiences, and the more you can allow them, accept them, trust the process and seek the deeper meanings, the easier it will be. The more you are resisting what is, the harder it becomes. So be mindful of your reactions, and return to your hearts whenever life becomes hard, know that everything exists for a purpose. If you don't see the purpose here and now, allow it to be. Embrace it. Include more love and compassion into this aspect of your life, and allow the deeper truth and the deeper wisdom to pour up from within you. Leading with your hearts, being compassionate, and being wise in the process of disclosure is encouraged. Feel into your hearts when you need to slow down. Feel into your hearts when it's time to speed up. You will learn as you go along, but the more you can practice within your personal lives right now, the easier disclosure will be when it comes.

 

So allow, accept, trust the process. Bring in balance. Let all of the polarities co-exist. Don't ignore, deny, judge, or resist any polarities. They all serve a purpose. Choose the golden mean. Choose the golden middle way. And send love and compassion into any extreme polarities of yours. Allowing them and sending loving kindness and compassion is the only way to get you unstuck from that side of the polarity.

 

Leading with your heart will often be different from leading with the mind. The mind is very logical and linear, and you will be asked to live your lives a little differently than you have in the past. The more you trust your heart to lead, the more you allow your mind to rest. Allow the mind to calm down, and serve you only when it's needed. I will end my transmission now, and I'm sending you all so much love, and know that I unconditionally love each and every one of you. And to repeat myself, don't get stuck in the black and white thinking. Allow and bring balance and neutrality. In peace, with love. Until next time, thank you.

 

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