I finally feel I have inner alignment with my losing all my excess weight! The war is finally over!! The war that has raged for decades inside of me, has finally come to a surprise ending with the last remaining strong holds for the “fat supremacy” surrendering their hold over my mind and body.  Yielding to one last kinesiology treatment, the resistance finally put their knives and forks down! I really do feel like I have been at war with myself for many decades about my weight issues and I was always on the losing side.  After trying every diet under the sun, I realised that I needed to heal the psychological issues that were driving my weight gain & making me want to be fat.  I tried many different therapists, & many modalities, to no avail. Year after year, I just got bigger and bigger and bigger.

Then Niki said that I don’t need to do any special diet, just count calories Even though I am so fatigued by dieting, & the thought of going on another diet just makes me want to die.  Counting calories, I couldn’t think of anything worse, & having to do it for so long.  Kill me now!  It’s too hard!  It never works!! I hate dieting!!  Yummy foods are the highlights of my day and the only thing that really gets me though.  They are my reward!  My comfort, my relaxation.  I can’t give them up!! 

So anyway, in a last-ditch effort to help with my weight on the weekend before starting diet 11 million and one, I do another kinesiology balance on myself.   Two days later I started my diet, and I was surprised, that I thought counting calories wasn’t such a bad idea after all, as it gives me a lot of freedom with what I can eat.  I was also surprised to not be feeling dread, to instead be feeling confident and like “you’ve got this, you can do this, it’s not that hard”.  You don’t have to starve yourself or go on a water fast, you can still eat yummy foods, just different yummy foods.  I was amazed by how I was feeling.  I think I’ve done it!! I think this is what 100% alignment with losing my excess weight and being slim feels like!!  OMG!!  I had all these feelings of joy and excitement come over me!!  Then I had the thought pop into my head, “it’s a gift!”.  And I knew that it was a gift from source!   I am so thrilled and beyond grateful to Source for this gift. And to Niki as well for creating the Ascension Portal and being a fabulous Ascension teacher, I wouldn’t have gotten to this point without you!  

I have been in the portal since the beginning I work as a Biokinesiologist and see clients weekly in the last six months or so I have been drawn to do healing work on some clients using my hands and divine muscle testing along with pendulum testing. Out of the blue clients are coming to me for this healing through word of mouth.  When I meditate my hands get really hot and I have been shown images of my hands.  Physically I am very well now, happy and feel I am on the right path in my life. My psychic abilities are opening up mainly in the feeling, knowing realm I have heard voices on occasion especially in the beginning when my source team said hello and made some funny comments that no one else would have known about me – they asked me ” why do you like the Stage so much Carol ”   I have always been drawn to theatre, music and dance even though I have not trained in this area.  Maybe it is a past life thing.  I work with the angels and they are regularly sending signs to me which is lovely I do feel connected. Thank you for the supreme effort you put into this portal I really appreciate it.  Also I think you are looking younger recently which is fantastic to witness.